Squirrelly About Seven

It usually happens to some extent every year.  A little before the anniversary of my sobriety date, I get squirrelly.  I get anxious.  Restless, irritable and discontent.  Excited but scared.  Proud but cautious.  This year seems worse...

Black(out) Friday

  The looney time of year has arrived. The holidays are upon us. For many, they bring up all kinds of memories—good and bad. For some, there is a struggle to search back into the recesses of our minds to see if we can even find the memories or if they are still...

If I Can Make It There……I’ll Make It Anywhere

This weekend, I sat in a beautiful apartment in NYC and looked out at an incredible view of the Statue of Liberty. The sun was shining and the sky was a slightly lighter shade of blue than the calm water. The serenity was such a sharp contrast to the feelings and...

War of My Worlds

On October 30, 1938, Orson Welles narrated the famous Halloween episode of The Mercury Theater on the Air radio drama anthology series that would go down in history. That episode’s broadcast featured an adaptation of H.G. Wells’  “The War of the Worlds”,...

Take a Drink, I Used to Think

  It would solve it all, I used to think To simply pour and pick up a drink A tall glass, a short glass, I really didn’t care As long as enough booze was floating in there The first little taste that touched on my lips Was followed by many, many more sips Vodka...